Story of a Boy

Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-08-21 04:03
Subject: OOC: replacement of canon
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The story of a boy has come to an end.

.Stage 2 begins.

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-08-10 14:23
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God...

I never- I never even got to tell her... I'm so sorry, I had no idea...

Please, please just let this be a bad joke...

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-07-20 04:11
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Mood:exhausted

[Private to Asuka]

Asuka, would you mind taking care of PenPen for a while?

It's okay if you can't. I'll ask someone else.

[/Private]


I'm sorry I haven't been around lately. Things seem to be as chaotic as ever, though.

I... I heard there are a lot of people leaving. Who were they? It's so hard to keep track.

((ooc: Shinji hasn't seen Kaworu since Tuesday, so he thinks he went home. There has been a lot of 'locked up in his room' emoness and crap ever since. Now he's just numb. :|))

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-06-28 22:46
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I'm so tired...

Doesn't anybody feel unusually worn out, too? I mean- those of us who were turned into trees.

I think I'm going to rest for a very long while.

Ah, thanks for bringing me back, Kaworu.

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-06-17 23:41
Subject: [Private; moderately hackable]
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[Private; moderately hackable]

Again.

This will never stop happening, will it?

It's been a month since the last full-blown curse hit this place, and I've never seen things as chaotic as they are now. I almost wish there was another one so we could stop and forget this.

People are so... they do so many horrible things! For no reason at all!...

Everywhere I go, it's always the same.

It will never change.

...

I feel so helpless.

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-06-12 01:57
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... did anybody see a strange looking penguin with a metallic collar and claws on its wingtips?



I hope I wasn't hallucinating.

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-06-05 23:10
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aasddfkjh weproi fkdfjhsdfmnb asdlkjga

...

I hate this place!


((ooc: pretend his icon makes him look embarrassed instead of extremely angsty. :|))

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-05-31 14:33
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Will this ever stop?

Have you all gone out of your minds? As if people leaving wasn't enough, you have to go out and kill each other for no apparent reason?

You should be realizing that this means you have to appreciate those that are left more than ever instead of making them go away.

I don't even know what to think anymore.




I thought these fucking curses were more than enough.


((ooc: when the queen of angst thinks things are too angsty, you know you have a srs problem.))

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-05-09 02:20
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My wife... she just left me. I suppose ignoring the problem wouldn't make it go away, and this was the ultimate proof of that.

I don't know what to do. I have never been so confused! Are there none of us left?

((ooc: obvsly still cursed. I need to get his muse back on track, so a little interaction would be nice. D: ))

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-04-21 04:50
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...

this is really embarrassing.

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-04-12 02:08
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Private; moderately hackable )

...

I need to stop neglecting everything that's going on here... I guess playing the cello isolated me a bit.

There are so many new people here.

This is awkward, but... does anybody feel like talking?

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-04-02 17:31
Subject: (no subject)
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Mood:exhausted

Sorry I haven't been around much, lately, I just-

I-I've been... d-distracted.


((ooc: lulz, whut. Yeah, vampire!shinji I GUESS BECAUSE I SUCK THAT MUCH AND DIDN'T KNOW WHO ELSE TO TURN INTO A VAMPIRE. Leave me alone. His muse hasn't been very cooperative lately. Augh.))

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-03-09 20:42
Subject: (no subject)
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Mood:ecstatic

I... I can't believe this! This is great! I just opened my closet and there it was!

Does anybody who plays musical instruments here want to try something with me?

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-03-04 11:55
Subject: (no subject)
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Mood:numb

[Private entry that got deleted after he decided to just post the public part]
cut for tl;dr )
[/Private-Deleted]

This curse was... I don't want to talk about it.

Asuka, are you okay? I remember you saying you had wounds... have they healed? I'm sorry it took me so long to post this. I just... felt very tired.



Kaworu... thank you.

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-03-01 15:50
Subject: [VOICE POST]
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I thought I could do this... They trusted me...

[heavy breathing, gulping]

Everything is so silent...

[pause]

Misato-san... Ayanami... Asuka... Dad... where are you...?

[sob]

Where is everybody...?

Why won't anybody talk to me?

I don't want to be alone!

Somebody answer me!! I don't want to be alone! I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE!!

[screaming]

WHERE IS EVERYBODY?!?

[cut off]



((ooc: Have an especially angsty Shinji, who thinks he's trapped inside his Eva's entry plug and that his life support is running out, in a situation similar to what happened in episode 16 "Splitting of the Beast", for those of you who've seen it.

Also, he won't be aware that he's using a laptop. For all he knows he's just mentally hearing any possible comments and answering back with his own thoughts/voice/wtfever.))

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-02-07 19:28
Subject: (no subject)
Security: Public
Mood:worried

[Filtered to Sakura [info]sakurablossoms; semi-hackable]

I know we've never talked much, but, uhm... Asuka was a good friend of mine from my world. I know she's got a bad temper, but I'd really appreciate it if you could watch over her for me. I'm worried about her and don't want to intrude or... yeah. I mean-

I-I hope it's okay.

[/Filtered]

Something feels terribly wrong. Is this another curse or something? What's going on?

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-01-31 15:57
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Ah.

Thanks for putting up with me, Kaworu.

I'm sorry if I bothered anyone.

[Private to Self, Semi-Unhackable]
She had already disappeared long ago when I was that age...

Why was I still looking for her?

This is so strange.
[/Private]

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-01-25 21:19
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Has anybody else's room been suffering weird changes?

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-01-20 20:06
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Been good, been bad, got worse, got better
I feel I know myself when I'm looking in the mirror
Been hurt, been loved – I m scarred, I'm not bitter
I'm an angel with knowledge of a sinner
But what do I do and how should I be?
When I look at myself I can only be me.

I need a little patience...

Been hard, been soft, been both, been neither
Above it all I am only a survivor
Been down, been low, got up, got higher
We are only human, all just liars
So I wait for the day when I open my eyes
And I look to myself but it's no big surprise

I need a little patience...

((ooc: Nerina Pallot's "Patience". I recommend you hear it.))

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Shinji Ikari
Date: 2008-01-14 23:33
Subject: (no subject)
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Mood:curious

Kaworu and I are roommates, now. We're going to try to get a job at the music store today.

Has anybody else here tried to get a job in the city?

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